| great fuckin day |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|07:04 pm] |
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ok so last night wow brutal. KORN SUCKS now. just letting you all know. MUDVAYNE IS MY GOD. wow they rocked so hard. i got his water bottle.. mwa ha ha ha i shall worship it. but anyway it rocked got some cool pics ill try to put up in the next week. oh and 10 year played if you have cable its alwayse playing wasteland on fuse.. That was so much fun.. only to get fucked up by stupid fuckin maggie bossing me around all night tonight.. i didnt sleep last night so i decided to today. is that so wrong? i wanted sleep.. i
slept.. BUT the fucker kept waking me up ugh i hate it. she needs to read this and stop running my life.
pizza time soon.. gotta order but wow am i tired and worn out and shit. so... just me for pizza. um.. wow im tired. wonder if you can order salsa from pizza hut? oh well
nothing new going on got bruised up.. bought a key necklace from consert just to anoy ashley with.. ha this will be fun.. ill put pics of korn up on the walls all week just to piss her off cause she was a bitch so she couldnt go..
love you all. night hope you die maggie |
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| really need to update |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|12:13 pm] |
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| |  LIFE SUCKS | ] |
so this thursday is the korn mudvayne consert with some other band who cares abou them. Ugh im so tired i slept one hour last night. Seems to be becoming a trend. stay up untill 4 am and get woken up at 6. ANd the stupid shit of it is that maggie seems to think its ok for her to come wake me up and then my roommates think its cool for them to turn on all lights and noises possiable. I HATE FUCKIN LIFE> im seriously thinking suicide. Its easy. Like grab a bottle pills or something ya know? easy shit. Ugh well for now ill just sit back and try to get my ass outta here. Im STUCK in FUCKING CHICAGO
i hate this place.
It smells like shit.
I cant do anything i want
and everytime i get high people steal my good shit
UGH kill them all
anyway i so am waiting to get in trouble for this post but i dont care. I really dont. Im like totally happy with the way i am right now. I hate myself i hate the world and i really just want to go to starbucks and sit on my prissy ass and read in a dark corner. (bet you didnt know star bucks is known for there dark corners huh) um i met the total love of my life brian and i guess things are ok. i speak to him like once a week if that. UGH it used to be so much nicer. id talk every day.. go to his house... Accidently fall asleep in his bed with his arms around me. Wow i miss that. Right now im laying on my fat ass thinking about how much i want to start being anorexic again. It would be fun. i think ill start doing major work out to. thers actually a cool gym here. noone ever uses it thats why its so nice. but they got high tech tred mills and nice bikes and everything and stair steppers.. its like being at 24 hour fitness but cheeper.
on the other side. i cant rember the game and i cant find it anywhere
2 points for drinking 2 liters water?
a point for missing a meal
something about a point for walking a mile?
anyway yeah in the geek part of my life im totally pissed. i cant hack i cant learn noones helping me do anything so they can all go to hell. wow that pic is pissing me off.. time for someting more fun. lol xanderrr on drawn toughter.. thats freakin great lol
so theres the consert thursday and saturday im getting some e and going to a rave. sounds like fun yea? i bet it sucks. 20 buck cover and im not even sure its such a cool place. oh well if it sucks ill beat someone up but lets see what happens first. wow my life went to hell and it didnt take long. im totally screwed in life. i cant leave job hell untill they let me. i dont get to go home in april it more like may now. and i have to stick around even thought i hate it all and i just want to sleep.
maybe i should get back on my meds? proably not screw them its not like i like jumping around all hyper anyway. so.. talk to me people see whats up and yeah i proably will post this link on my myspace if i ever get to check mail there. |
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| life is weird |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|01:40 pm] |
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| | weezer ... on drugs | ] |
so.. life is strange. im listening to weezer and i dont even want drugs.. yay me so yeah. im going to korn soon.. march 30th i think. hope so its kinda cool. mudvayne plays with them. HELL YEAH its only 50 a ticket. wow chicago has been full of suprises so yeah what to do this week? were working on going on oprah i dont know what will haopen but it might be fun.. listenign to mudvayne right now talking to brian.. grr i love him.. maybe ill marry him.. dont know love ya all.. email me whoever reads this anymore.. byes |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2005|12:41 am] |
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hi.. so i cant sleep cant eat think ill die.. he he... anyway yeah i dont know whats going on i think i might be dying oh well.. my arms all numb and i wake up every hour screaming so i dont sleep much anymore. sigh.. someone should really get help? lol.. sleepy time soon wonder if the monster in my head will eat me |
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| ugh |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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| | hawthorn heights nikki fm | ] |
ugh so today sucks.. last night i cut my ankle again.. HEY I MASTERED HOW TO CUT FINALLY>. ok hers a tutorial...
1. find a pretty razor usually unrusty but you use what you have
2. hold at about 30 to 45 degrees in your right hand (if your right handed)
3. hold the spot of skin tight cause it wont hurt so bad
4. just do it really fast and you wont feel anything. small flicks with the edge of the blade
5. fingerpaint with your new ink...
that was fun.. ok need someone less depressive. ugh. my mom told me i was a complete failure and if i dont make it here i wont make it anywhere in life. nice huh. really think i want to die right now but sigh oh well. gunna go to the cemetery tomorrow and hang out. might make me feel better. ugh today sucks.
so.. sleep time for now i keep sleeping gotta remeber that i dotn know why but its like i went to bed about 3 am yestday (normal time) and slept till 1050 then went to lunch for a hour then came back and slept till 3 now im gunna go to sleep again so ive been up about 7 hours today. ugh and stupid docs still say theres nothing wrong with me.. dies sadly and quietly.. ok hope i dont fuck up tommorrow byes. |
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| ugh this kinda sucks |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|01:26 am] |
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ok so in.. 6 days is the nin consert. YAY on the inside.. but i have class the next morning and the consert starts about 7... really that means 8 so 3 bands.. about 10 songs each... im thinking it'll be 12 once i get out (on the floor hell yeah) floor seats rock but the nose bleed section gets to leave first. so. i have to find somewhere to hold up for.. 5 hours while the busses run then get to math at 9 am... so really its gunna be me geting on a bus about 3 at night friday. going to rosemont. gettig there about 7 hopefully.. then ill leave at like 1 or whatever and go hold up at a dennys' if i find any. ugh. that sucks. ill bring a book or something. Yeah cool new pics of me. i want to dye my hair blue but bad idea.. maybe just for the consert.. LAUGHTS EVILY. anyway yeah um. dyed my hair like pretty willow red. (sighs) favorite lez's in teh world.. willow&tara.. my role modles. lol. anyway yeah i guess ill ahve to do that then ill take a cab to the cta (the busses wont run till 7) and get on a train and head directly to school.
love everyone take care |
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| life sucks |
[Sep. 28th, 2005|12:59 am] |
so yeah i guess i forgot to update in forever. ugh.. im in chicago by the way. it sucks.. I HATE WIND> um. life is otherwise ok. i mean theres alot of junk i dont want to do but its cool. im really good at phlebotomy. SEE watching buffy pays off lol.. just jab the needle in like vamps bite.. angle and fast. so yeah im not doing anything right now. trying to get used to life i guess. i got a kick ass leather trench coat. i guess i'm like depressed? i dont know i havent talked to anyone "that i care about" for over .. 2 weeks? i mean i talk to my mom.. but puh at that.. none of my friends call anymore. (kill blake for that) and i dont get many more pm's from yahoo (its permintly on mobile) so i guess life is going on without me. this sucks. I miss everyone ok. and yeah if kari happens to read this...
KARI: i got you somethin lol.. gimme your address so i can ship it to you. and ps. i cant find mr dresden. damn it do you think there's a ad for wizards in the phone book?... thought you might enjoy the joke. the new charline harris book rocks. you should read it. its kinda fun.. and look up inez clarke. shes my baby doll right now (so cute for a ghost)
Amber: hey. wow you never even read this do you? i bet you dont but if you do make coffee cakes call me? i miss you guys at jail corps. ... i mean job hell.. i mean springdale lol..
blakery.....aka blake : your dead.. you should know it by now.. you know what you did mr evil..
ok thats all bye peeps.. lol.. |
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| HEY LOOK HERE |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|03:37 am] |
hey.. um so.. i got a new lj.. if you wanna see.. lick.. http://www.livejournal.com/users/slityourthroatx/
othewise ok.. but i post on that one now.. unless its something i dont care about sorry peoples i just couldnt fix this one.. love you all hope you join my other screen names friends list |
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| quizie poohs |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|10:35 pm] |
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Blogging DegreeFrom Go-Quiz.com *cries* im so honored to get a dregree.. in what is this? lol Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla! |
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